recovery is so beautiful
i love recovering from depression, its such a wonderful gift.
before i couldnt function and live like everybody else.
and now that i can, it brings me so much joy to finally be at peace again.

today i walked to my friend’s house
i was wearing fun, comfortable clothes and was walking to the sounds of “Not all those who wonder are lost” by lana del rey, such a sweet and softhearted song. i could smell my own, relaxing scent of vanilla as soft as a swan who tears in pearls. i bought that victoria’s secret perfume yesterday and i love it.
it was so bright outside, the sunlight was as yellow and vibrant as a sunflower field and everything was so beautiful again. i am so thankful for everything.

i love being able to do stuff.
i love being able to live.
i love not being suicidal anymore.
i love being productive.
i love loving myself.
i love romanticising my life.
i love being kind.
i love being healthy.
i love recovering.
Have an amazing day <3